I've realized just what's been going on with me: I don't handle transitions well, and my entire life for the last year or so and for at least the next full year has been (or will be) nothing but transitions. It's not to say I don't like change - I do - but I like the change to be over and done with.
I like the outcome, not the journey. Which is curious, because that's exactly the opposite of the way I treat vacations and traveling. But in life, too much hanging out waiting for the shit that's supposed to happen finally happen is just no fun.
What ARE you waitin' fer?
Completing school, career change, artistic fulfillment, etc.
I'm in the same place (meaning transition, being in a state of wanting to be somewhere but not being there yet, etc.) and it is really really draining me. I'd like to fast forward to late '10 now please...
But haven't you seen 'Click?' You'll wake up 20 years later divorced and 150 pounds overweight.
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